Insomnia is nothing to lose sleep over

Thoughts keep racing---------racing through my mind
They say it's anxiety, too much caffeine, sleeping in
Kory snores and rolls over, takes all the sheets
The party below me continues on
The parking lot lights shine through the blinds
And the midnight train sings a loud lullaby
Mitch changes positions in his kennel
Kory mumbles something in his slumber and throws his arm on top of me
what a cuddler...
The wall clock suddenly seems to be giving off noisy ticks I never noticed before
The heater beside me kicks on and blows hot air in my already 85 degree room
Drunken laughter and banter in the hot tub echos across the complex
Cars fly over the speed bump located outside my front door
My phone vibrates on the dresser
Turn on the TV, watch some informercials. 'P90X' 'Extenze' 'My Baby Can Read'
I eventually find my way back to bed and start to sleep lightly
five hours later Kory is shaking the bed saying:
"Wake up!", "Geeze, all you ever do is sleep", and "You are going to sleep away the day".

Prayer.

God,
I am letting the frustration get to me...
I need you right now.
Lord, I know you're real,
I just wish you'd show yourself to those who dont know you.

Nervous

Swim suit contest at work tomorrow....the hours are ticking and I am a little nervous! Lets hope all the crunches are worth the embarrassment! Wish me luck!

Almost done!

As we speed along this endless road to the destination called who we hope to be, I can't help but whine, ''Are we there yet?''

Graduation is coming, slowly but surely...



=)

Refreshed & Happy

I just got home from my wonderful spring break vacation with Kory. We went to Boardman, OR to visit his family. I had such a great time!

I am really happy I put all of my school and work worries aside and relaxed on our trip, I even sqeezed in a few much needed naps. It was so neat to finally see where Kory came from and meet the people he talks about. I definitely feel better having "escaped" from MT. :)


Cranky Kory driving


Cute Alvin, I haven't seen him since he was a baby!


Yummy hot chocolate in the windy Oregon weather!

Hello? Anyone out there?

I am starting to think I should start telling others I have a blog...

I only have 24 profile views

0 followers

and 1 comment from my mom.

Lame.

Oh well, I like the rush of publishing something online, even though it takes me a month + to actually sit down and write a post....BUT thats only because I am busy with full time school and part time work!!!! But what does it matter? It is not like someone is actually on the edge of their seat waiting for lil' ol me to put something on here!

That puts a lot of power in my hands.....you see, I can make a ton of typos since there is no need to protect face or attempt to make this easy for my (ahem) audience to read.

ADOWKRPdkfjq'pok sasf3r4eyvfnbbhgtg66798 (ahhh that felt nice)

I also could post something completely vulgar or off-color. Not that I actually would but still, I wouldn't be offending anyone right?!

Heck, I could share my deepest darkest secrets and it would STILL be like no one knows!

hmmm freedom.