Hard Stuff

Sometimes I wish you would at least try to understand how hard it is for me to imagine such a big change in my life. You say that it is all on my plate and only I can make the decison but you should also try to understand that because you are such a big part of my life, I depend on you to help me with my decision. No matter how much you disagree, you ARE an influence in almost every major decision of my life. I am so scared of the unknown and I know that if you give me your love and support I will make the best decision.